responsibility and me...

27/11/2009
Responsibility n me….
:)…..m starting my blog with a smile..u all can understand y is it so…RESPONSIBILTY… I was just thinking of this word for quite some time. What is responsibility…???? For me it is something which keep knocking the door of my heart and mind regularly. If u are a normal human then this must be the most normal question which keep on striking everyone’s mind. Definition of responsibility is something which I am unable to understand till now. Neither me nor the thinker inside me not even a budding writer inside me who keeping searching something worth of thinking…. :)
If supporting ur family member financially is responsibility then I am not, if calling your dear one’s daily is responsibility then I am responsible. Thinking about ur career is responsibility then I am if pulling someone’s leg n speeding up your career is responsibility towards urself then I m not. Cheering for Indian team is responsibility I am responsible and if appreciating Pakistan team is not then I am not. If voting for an election is responsibility then I am highly irresponsible, because I feel ,rather I am more selfish for myself..who cares taking two days leave for voting…!!! Then we try to make best leader out of us…every Indian is first the selector of Indian cricket team(without any pay) and secondly a political leader without any party…they are so flexible that they can fit any party at a given time…. i am no exception…:)
These days responsibility is the word that worries me or that is pushing me to get something better every time. This is getting best out of me. Everybody in this world is responsible for what ever he is today or what he will be in 5 years from now… planning for urself n ur future automatically full fill ur dreams …that is a sense of responsibility which comes naturally….it may be ur personal perception or aims…and most importantly is to make people happy who are around u and they feel that u r responsible…this is what we want…make people happy around you(by any means) is the ultimate thing which u want and this finally make u happy by default..wat say??
having discussion over this topic…I convinced most of the people….mind it…most of the people not all…exceptions are always there…so just do best for yourself and finally it turns into ur responsibility for what ur are designed for, by the god…we are living in the era where humans are called resources…. Not programmed but definitely designed…. So don’t run from responsibility (actually that is ur aim/target) go grab it…
"we read everything good written on the wall but we always assume that its for someone else...."

love u friends....!!!!!

hey friends this is for u all..ur loving support,ur caring n all other things....
i can't imagine ma life without u all guys...missing u buddies...goldy ma sweet heart...suveer the greatest friend to whom i cn share every thing...panda emotional fool guiding me to become a part of his world ..another fool...nathu ma strength...ritu,ashu,goa n all .....dears u r ma support...be wid me........:)

was just feeling to say u all these things....

SATURDAY 21/11/2009

Writing is something different from sharing your views & thoughts, am not writing m sharing…
Saturday the week end …actually was good….left home at 9.32 am officially its time when I am supposed to report there. Reached there by 9.58 am should have reached 10 minute earlier but was stopped at agri campus on the fly over by the crowd who were watching shooting of a Marathi movie at “Rahul 70mm”, I was the last man to enter the office. Everyone starred at me with a bend eyes, they were thinking that I am intentionally late b’coz boss is out of the town..but they didn’t know that it was my deadly second round of sleep(it start from 8am when my first alarm bells… )that forced me to sleep till 9.00 am. So finally started a new day in the office…I was on the verge of scoring a hat-trick of not doing any thing productive for consecutive third day…last two days were just pathetic, was not doing anything and now it third day…!!!! The office was giving me a feeling of a big cyber café actually a very big finely organized air conditioned cyber café…..i used to go to cyber cafes when I was in class 11th, that time it was real adventure going to a café and paying Rs 60/hr and just wondering what to do there….trying to create new id’s every time and chatting on yahoo messenger was real fun with a cool English song of bryan adams being played by the café owner…. that early days of my higher secondary flashed in front of me …. I was just starring at my laptop which has the black hummer on its desk top and waiting that to come out of it so that I can go on a long drive …. then suddenly I sparked of the thought of fixing our plan for this new year week….www.redbus.in…..my google chrome quickly responded to my request and the web page appeared…pune to daman date of journey 26th dec 2009…no match found….  now pune to panchgani….HEY BOSS IS WATCHING…ENTER…a new web page with a 3D graph and some digits…..LOOK BUSY..SHOW U R WORKING….what a concept man…!!!! Amzaing….was real fun…actually that site having a link on the main page that directly take you to the page having that graphs n all….WOW…Real creativity I appreciated…..i spent next 30 minute to appreciate that and another 30 minute for sending the link to all my colleagues on the office ip messenger…
by then it was already 12 one more hour for the lunch…some good news came al across Germany and Switzerland about registration of some of our project in UN that will fetch another 1.5 Cr to our department so its celebration time all of a sudden the dull Satuday afternoon converted into a very happening place….sweets n jokes.. and of course calculation of incentive from this project was the talk of the tinsel town….i was least interested in the things as its not going to make any difference to my ICICI bank account in any way….but its corporate culture you have to show your smile n happiness more when your competitor gets more than you in terms of money and appreciation ….a nice fresh box of sweets in front of me….have one, my colleague offered….smile…thanks….so how much is your share I asked with a pain in my heart…..just 1.04 lacs …. Ohh….Just 1.04 Lacs… huh @##$%#@….!!!!...i bet if some one would have power this could be a holyday …but boss was not there so every one settled with a wada pav n chai party in the evening…. Now its 1 pm...thanks god half day is over…
Thinking of lunch at office on Saturday afternoon is real torture so I landed up with an idea of having lunch out side…non-veg Mahesh suggested not suggested actually decided….”Calcutta lunch and boarding house”…..its a place recommended by Mr. Iyer , a 65 yrs old gentleman born n brought up in pune, he was associated with me in my last company. Seeing my inclination towards non-veg he once suggested this place. ‘Ravi try non veg at CLABH mainly fish its awesome that words still echo in my ears. So thinking of his experience I went to CLABH. Ordered chicken n fish it was bangda I think with jwaar bhakri... The food was awesome, gr88, tasty and very less spicy…. :) ..the food made me forget the pain of other getting incentive, the last sip of a chilled slice added taste n completed my feast ….m back to office at 2 pm….then another four n half hours….i worked..really worked till 6.30 pm…left office sharp at 6.30..m very particular about this...:)…called panda my roomie planned for evening….
7 PM ..ICICI atm aundh….sorry it was not just the atm its like… like…sorry no words….gal , gals, n more pretty gals…I waited for panda till 7.40 it was like 10 mins….he came…and the night lasted long .:))))…..
Its just some good moments which make a day memorable and worth remembering…

LIFE ON SUPPORT.....

hmmm...9.47pm...tuesday....still tuesday..!!!! and m feeling like its already friday...feeling tired & a mild headache reminding me of next four more working days to come.... :(..i think life is like that only...last sunday while reading "Two states" by Chetan Bhagat i was just thinking that what are the things in our daily life that support us in living all alone (though surrounded by a number of people all around).
For me its...my cell phone, without which i can't imagine my life, or my tv remote which always hide from me somewhere in my room just b'coz of the non stop channel changing of mine or a novel of chetan bhagat in which i try to figure myself in everything which the writer tells...and last but not the least my all good friends mainly from nagpur (my BE friends)....and...and...and...thats all...nothing more i searched and tried to find something which is really supporting me in living life wonderfully....hey family is something which m not counting as its for sure....
now the question is many people do many things to make their life exciting like gyming, trekking, gaming , partying and many other things... i think everyday, do m missing something or manythings by not doing all things..but i pray god just to bless me with all above mentioned things my cell,tv remote,my friend to whom i talk quite frequently and feel like m again back to my college days....and haan chetan bhagat's novel...may god also bless him with more of writing and entertaining skill so that he can bring some smile on our dull & lone lifes.. :):):)

friends try TWO STATES by chetan bhagat....real fun....

thought in the mind....!!!!

hmmmm...finally back to my bed after almost 18 hrs.....left home early this morning around 6.30 am...bought 6 newspapers...TOI, Indian Express, DNA, Sakaal, Loksatta n Pudhari....actually last three were for my boss who was with me travelling to Mumbai....being executive vice president (he started his career in the company as a trainee engg) he was supposed to read all those newpapers not coz he wants but company is paying him for all those papers....m just eligible for TOI so i do claim bill for that every month, and gaining popularity among my room mates for that...:))

Is this happens naturally that u are used to all these things with time...i mean ur behaviours ur hobbies and ur status every thing or it changes naturally with time.....meeting different people all day during my meetings and presentation i noticed one thing that everyone in this world is getting used to the thing for which he is being paid..obiously he will adapt earlier if he is paid well....

is this a way of LEADING life i think its just the way of LIVING life......

for me leading and living are completely different...leading is something in which u know ur aims and ur t trying best to acheive and trying to exel, otherwise its living if u are just doing 9 to 5...

monotonous , stereo type and a routine thing just to earn ur bread and butter....everyone who is trying to lead, are doing something extra ordinary or at least trying new things to prove themselves....salman doing charity with his being human NGO, aur shahrukh buying a team in IPL, or a group of workers from orissa winning a talent hunt show(india got talent) with their unique presentation of dancing skill with a story inside and now representing india on world stage or my EVP who is travelling thrice a week trying to get n prove more n more.....just to keep urself motivated is the key, for any reasons..it may be ur family,friend,a girl,spouse ,kids or urself

"most of the shadows of life are caused by our standing in our own sunshine" this is wat i believe..

my first blog...

finally after so many days m here for you all...for all my friends ,who are wid me in all my even n odds..from my school days to higher secondary to my college and finally at my work place....

after having a boring day at work as usual m sitting watching the reality stuffs on tv as there is no reality left in ma life...:)))...actually searching something real..

i wanted to blog because i wanted to do something in which i can put some mind n time both....

today while chatting to all my friends actually my BE friend during there so called "billed time" i was tagged as "melodramatic" i loved the word.....but seriously i was thinking how just by looking at a life in different way,we give a whole different meaning to it....everyone take it in different ways...

luck vs effort....present vs past... opportunities vs moralities ...right vs wrong.... n reality vs drama... its just the same thing seen from the different angle,naazariya or drustikon.....

but as i said its all about seeing the things...not on television but also in real life